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03:16am 27/03/2005
  One more try at something worth while.


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Add away, if you so please.
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12:57am 22/03/2005
  I don't feel good inthe...soul.

I foudn out news I wasn't really happy with. But, that's life. I'll get over it.

Life's a btich.
 
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06:57pm 17/03/2005
  I find no use for the internet.

I also find no interest in...pretty much anything these days.
 
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08:09pm 16/03/2005
  I have a diamond necklace to return. Makes me feel rich. Tommorow I'll feel not-so-rich.

I got a letter in the mail today. I was very happy to recieve a letter. I wanted to read something. Turns out it was a party invite. Still fun, just not as awsome.

Happy early 17th Birthday, Bekah Torcaso.

Just in case I don't see you.
 
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04:15pm 14/03/2005
  It's about time.

Now that I have the internet, it's just as boring as not having it.

Now I see the uselessness of material things.

(uselessness?)
 
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11:43pm 22/02/2005
  http://abclocal.go.com/wtvd/weather/

Check out thursday.
 
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12:07pm 20/02/2005
  UPDATE:

I'm thinking of having poeple over either this weekened or next weekened to have a Halo 2 party. If you want to come, say it here so I can figure out how many would come. All the other itmes I'll need is (if there are more than 4 players) a TV, an xbox, controllers, and another copy of Halo 2.
 
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12:23am 20/02/2005
  This is not my journal anymore. For now on, I will be using this as an anouncement board. Such as, if I have nothing to do for a weekened, having a party, or doing something I will anounce it here. Also, if there are parties that people would like to invite me to, such as Halo parties(cough Stephen cough) more than like three hours before it starts, tell me here. Everytime I get on the computer, I check livejournal. I also check it hourly while on the computer. I go through a series of checking. Halo Board, Mail, LUE, Livejournal, repeat.  
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11:56pm 19/02/2005
  So...I lied.

If anyone wants to hang out tommorow, my room and bathroom and shit is clean, call me.

845-6388

Tommorow = Sunday
 
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And I leave you with a note that says goodbye.   
04:34pm 18/02/2005
  This will be my last post using this journal. If I ever get a new one, I'll tell you guys. Most likely, I won't. I havn't been happy at all the past few days. Seeming as this is my last post, I'm going to tell everyone everything. We'll start on a happier note.

Matt -
Matt and Emily have been having trouble lately every once and a while. Understandable. I've always been jealous of them. Therefore I've been an asshole everyonce and a while. I apologize for anything that I've ever said that is painful to you or Emily. And I'm sorry for any trouble I've caused. I love you MAtt, and I miss you. So much.

Zane -
Zane and Michelle have been...awfully cuddly lately. I really hope things work out for them. I really do. Mostly for Zane. He's always been good to me. Always has, and probably always will be. I also love Zane.

Madeline -
Madeline's always been a good friend. But lately I've wanted more then friendship. I've informed her of this, but I've gotten no response in return. Probably because she doesn't. But, you know, things are cool, I guess. As long as we are friends.

Lauren -
I havn't talked to Lauren in a while. There's nothing between us. It kind of died after contacts were broken off for a while. I guess that's mostly my fault. I'm sorry if I've hurt you, Lauren. I really am.

Erin -
What a lrage topic. Basically, she still likes me. Or so I've been told. How she talks about me all the time and shit. I find this hard to believe when she doesn't even talk to me. Not even online. The only way for us to talk is for me to make contact. There's also when we're at lunch, she'll go around, hug everyone, talk to everyone, then acts like I don't even exist. I guess it doesn't really matter anymore. Most likely she likes this "Hanky" guy, from what I've been told/read. I'm just sick of it all. I still like her, alot actually. But I guess it doesn't even matter anymore.

Guitar -
My interest in guitar dies slowly every day. I've been told that I'll get over it. It's been two months and I havn't. I guess that's good. Yesterday in Jazz Band I was told by the band director J.R. these words, "...and I'm still waiting for you to learn how to play guitar." Obviously I was hurt. I know this is no reason to stop playing guitar, but yesterday was the day I realized that I can't ever make a living out of playing guitar. I've always thoguht this. I just hoped it wasn't true. It's just not worth it anymore.


Well, as I said before, this is my last post. I will not complain again, I will not make people feel bad for me again, I will not have others deal with my shit, and most of all, I'm not going to hurt others because I need a topic to post in my journal.

These, to you, might be stupid reasons to stop using a journal, but I, on the otherhand, see it otherwise.

The worst part is, some of you will think I'm trying to copy Zane. To tell you the truth though, I've been pondering this decision for about a week now. People will think what the choose. I could care less.
 
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10:44pm 16/02/2005
  I don't use my journal for anything useful.  
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07:58pm 16/02/2005
  Will: Yeah, my favorite song we've made is...Will watches me stare at something. He turns around to see what it is.

Me: Hey look, it's Lee.

Lee: Oh, hey. What are you guys doin' here?

Me: Quiznos. What are YOU doing here?

Lee: Uh...I'm here to get a drink. It's a dollar-fifty.

Me: Hah, ok, later man.

Lee: Yeah. Later. Lee walks about ten feet and turns around. Uh...can I borrow a dollar-fifty?


This was the most random thing ever. But very very funny.
 
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03:38pm 15/02/2005
  I found a new way of studying. In class, that is.

I figured out a way to go to sleep in class, yet still be awake. I can hear everything around me, and remember 90% of what was said, while being asleep. I'm going to make sure it completely works tommorow.
 
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11:27pm 14/02/2005
  I've never let drugs enhance my music making. I've never made music while under the influence of some type of mind-altering substance.

Ever.
 
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07:03am 14/02/2005
  Happy Valentines Day, journal.  
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01:47pm 13/02/2005
  Mary: "If I would have known that after we dated we couldn't be friends, I would have never done it."

Some Dude: "That's the difference between girls and guys. I still would have."
 
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12:58am 13/02/2005
  Tommorow's plan -

Work a shitload. Clean the whole damn yard, clean my room, and clean and wipe down our bathroom(in which I rarely use for anything other than getting naked, showering, and brushing my teeth).

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New update:

I'm sick out of my mind guys. Someone save me.
 
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10:02pm 12/02/2005
 


You Are "Wow"!

John Kerry









You Are Ugly Underwear!





Comfortable and soft, more people like you than let on.
But it's very difficult for you to show yourself in public.







Scorpio Kissing Horoscope


You skip the kiss and get to straight to … whatever comes next for you.




Your Relationship Potential: It could be a fun fling, or it could be the love of your life. Sample your free reading for more details.


 
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11:59pm 10/02/2005
  http://gprime.net/video.php/foxoncanada

your thoughts?
 
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11:38pm 10/02/2005
 


You Are A Realistic Romantic


You are more romantic than 60% of the population.






It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!


 
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